Shae Shae Marie~

Ima believer!...finally. Not that I didn't trust this new girl...it's just that she's a new girl..feel me?...so I have the right to be skeptical..right?..see I been thru too much with women..but that's neither here nor there. This girl came from no where and overnight made me wanna commit the rest of my days to seeking out joy and bringin it home to her. How corny is that..lol..but I mean Im heavy...so I fall fast and I'm already in the process. But at what cost tho..cuz see I didn't kno just how serious she was about me and that worried me..because everybody hustles and hers coulda been sellin dreams to hopeful junkies addicted to love and affection. But after this first date tonight I feel like she has more to offer than any woman I've ever dated. Cuz see I'm business minded and she's prime real estate. Meaning she has a future full of potential. She's a college student with a goals. She mentioned she wants to work with children, she's beautiful on a level I can't explain and she's mine. At dinner we both caught me staring. Not so much at her looks but more into what would come about in this future I just spoke of. Cuz see me I want this thing for a long time. With a committed bond unbreakable by the outside world that put us both thru hell. And now we're ready to face it together. Speaking of together,let's break that down..."to-get-her" simple as that...my goal was to get her and now that I got us together my goal everyday is "to-get-her" over and over...I may not be as handsome as her last and I'm not sure if that bothers her. I don't kno if she's attracted to me or if I'm an experiment..and her sharp remarks and responses to cut deep at times that make me wonder how we'll handle the relationship battles but hey...I asked God for a woman..one showed up...who am I to complain...with all of this said...I'm a believer...I believe she cares and she's gonna stick around...there are other worries but time will patch those holes of wonder. So until I don't have her...I do have her...what better way to put it....