I see it the way it was meant to be seen..she was made from a rib that was pulled from inside of me and in return I indulge in the gift of pushing deep inside of her...only this time with no restrictions..skin to skin..flesh to flesh...the ultimate trust..the way it was meant to be..I'm ready to deliver every inch and curve of my manhood into her cave of wonders,where wonderful things happen..where live is started and god is present..her Body is the gift and my Dick is her present...unwrap it baby...ride me bare back so I can feel the love pour outta u down my rock solid.....you know...lol...I wanna feel the warmth of ur walls gripping my dick for dear life...but slow down...I wanna feel every pulsating beat before I cum inside you...a baby is the only blessing God allows us to create in our own images...mine will be a baby girl that looks like you...I Love the way you kiss me open mouthed when I'm deep in Ur pussy with ur legs up high...can I...should I....ask...no...I'm her man and I'll decide what's best for our future...an right now it's me inside of you....

Sweet Taffy Flavors

I've been me for 24 years...but I've never been me with her around ever...and now that she is I feel where I was once numb...I learn new things about myself from conversations with this force. She's a Phoenix. A fire bird..she possesses unnatural powers that I've never seen. I can't explain the invisible grip she has on my heart..I feel her heat from completely different locations..I feel her strength thru every spoke. Word..I melt...and she repairs me only to say something like a swift command that melts me again...is this torture?...should I Love it?...if we concemate then we will become one...I mean there will still be 2 minds and 2 hearts...but we will share one spirit...and everynight we will mesh 2 warm bodies as 1 to create the flaming Hot Energy of the Phoenix...not only for the passion we share but her sex will heal all wounds,scares and pain...her kisses will rejuvenate me like a form of sexual CPR...I've become dependent on her love and reliant on her affection. I've become a slave in her heart and a worker to her body...this Phoenix flies high above any other...so how was I chosen to fly with her...this is an eternal flight..I need her more than I want her...She appears naked in all of my thoughts...not because of sexual desire..but mostly because she doesn't hide her beauty and never will she conform to the limitations clothing would place around her freedom...she appears naked in my heart because naked is her most true and rawest form..an she's comfortable being naked in my mind and heart because here this Phoenix is safe and seclude...here this Phoenix is protected...Here this Phoenix is simply known as "D" for the that represents the beginning of her name and a new life for me...my "D"....my Diva...my Damsel...my Daylight and my Darkness...

Me against this Bitch

"I get stoned every day like Jesus did."--Jay-Z

That's my view on life..I mean it's like all I do for you is never enough. Why must I suffer ridicule and the animosity of those who I brought no pain to?..why am I such a believer in Love and peace but yet I'm built for war. I mean I fear no man and I in a sense have no regards for this temporary cocoon called life. Cuz see If I live to be 100 years old what does that matter when I die for eternity. Give me hell...I don't care..what's pain and hate gonna do to me...really..sometimes I feel like I'm not cut out For heaven because I choose my sins and I except them with such competence that it almost seems "worth" it to me. What pain could you cause me when I hurt myself everyday. Trying to alter my image to fit that of those who say it's necessary. Hating myself for missed opportunities and scattered acomplishments. I FAIL!!!...just like every other man walking but I still seem to think I should be excluded from mistakes...I often take the thought of being godly to far and begin to believe I'm god himself...until the reality of not controlling fate or destiny sets in...How Depressing...so I say fuck the very world I roam if she won't do things my way...I'm young in time...but I'm old to the innocent..strong to the weak,weak for the women and nothing to the angels. I mean what have I done but give money to those less fortunate..that's not love..that's not helping..I taught you nothing..I learned that I don't have to give all my money to naked dancers but also to dirty disasters who seek second chances...second chances that I can't give...See there it goes again...who am I to give a person another life...I'm only human...and in that I'm filled with humanity...so I want you to eat meals meant for you...sleep in beds made for you...wear clothes bought by you and receive love sent to you...but this bitch named life plays her games and us who have the most heart and love to give are kept down cuz if we could rise then this world would be better and life would lose control of the ability to fill minds with doubt and hearts with hate...I'm fighting her and I some how will make the world better...cuz I'm more than human...whatever that is.....

Shae Shae Marie~

Ima believer!...finally. Not that I didn't trust this new girl...it's just that she's a new girl..feel me?...so I have the right to be skeptical..right?..see I been thru too much with women..but that's neither here nor there. This girl came from no where and overnight made me wanna commit the rest of my days to seeking out joy and bringin it home to her. How corny is that..lol..but I mean Im heavy...so I fall fast and I'm already in the process. But at what cost tho..cuz see I didn't kno just how serious she was about me and that worried me..because everybody hustles and hers coulda been sellin dreams to hopeful junkies addicted to love and affection. But after this first date tonight I feel like she has more to offer than any woman I've ever dated. Cuz see I'm business minded and she's prime real estate. Meaning she has a future full of potential. She's a college student with a goals. She mentioned she wants to work with children, she's beautiful on a level I can't explain and she's mine. At dinner we both caught me staring. Not so much at her looks but more into what would come about in this future I just spoke of. Cuz see me I want this thing for a long time. With a committed bond unbreakable by the outside world that put us both thru hell. And now we're ready to face it together. Speaking of together,let's break that down..."to-get-her" simple as that...my goal was to get her and now that I got us together my goal everyday is "to-get-her" over and over...I may not be as handsome as her last and I'm not sure if that bothers her. I don't kno if she's attracted to me or if I'm an experiment..and her sharp remarks and responses to cut deep at times that make me wonder how we'll handle the relationship battles but hey...I asked God for a woman..one showed up...who am I to complain...with all of this said...I'm a believer...I believe she cares and she's gonna stick around...there are other worries but time will patch those holes of wonder. So until I don't have her...I do have her...what better way to put it....

Does Interracial Dating=Selling out?

I guess by now y'all see I'm really into the deep thought type of blogging...lol...well its 4:19 am on january 8th and sudden thought hit me....so what do I do?....blog
Interracial dating....scary right?...I know...lol
Well let's jump it off by saying its ok if that's your thing...but here's a question...if you date outside your race are you a sellout or whatever the term is...and if you only date within your race are you racist?!?!....who the fuck knows?
Well in my opinion I prefer to date within my race.mainly because I love and cherish black women...the curves,the full lips,the slang,the attiude,the swag,the sex,the cooking....I mean c'mon how could I leave that...its all I know...since childhood.I grew up appreciating black women...so I personally feel a since of obligation to my family and our history to marry a black woman.am I racist?...I ask because I find almost anything attractive in a woman but I won't speak unless they're in my ethnic group...partly because of fear...yes I do care about what people say when they see me with a white woman or who so ever I may be with...character flaw? I agree....but to a degree everyone cares about our society's opinion of them at some point...mine just so happen to be with the women I date.I'm out all the time I meet new people,I see tons of beautiful women,all shapes,sizes and colors but I don't feel like any can match up to a african american woman.so am I looking down on other races?...maybe? Cuz I don't think a woman is stong enough to tame this man right here unless were from similar upbringings,families and backgrounds.but I'm only human...with that said I could find myself laying down with women of any race or culture if the attraction is there but I can't commit to anyone outsice of my comfort zone.I had this conversation wit my man plenty of times...and he has a boss who is of mexican an korean I believe...beautiful woman,hardworking goal oriented,respects her man,and probably everything a woman should be...but me....I couldn't settle with her...to worried about our differences rather than our similarities,honestly I prefer brittany...terrible right...I know..based off the physical I would sleep with her six days a week and we do church on sundays but I can't wife her....not that she wants me anyway....lmao but I hope y'all understand me...as for my man....oh boy he thinks everything I think but only towards white women....I know he is a fuckin douche bag....tell me about it...lmfao...but at times I feel he's a sellout...like our women aren't good enough...he was bored in a family of us,raised by one,gave birth to one but can't date one?....I don't get that...I personally think he's excersizing his right to date white women...being that slavery wasn't that long ago he may just be happy...like the 1st time negros got to vote,or got into great schools,or got into politcal offices...he's just taking advantage of a opportunity to do sumthin different....ya mean...it has to be that...right?...I mean whatelse could it be...lions don't raise lions to have the cubs go off and mate with lab rats right?....not logical...but now I sound a little racist...but I think by everyone being classified by race that we all are racist because we a forced in eveyday society to acknowledge it....from the restaurants we eat at(chinese,soul food,italian eatery,taco bells,) to the shows we watch that only consist of uniracial familys(house of payne,the hills,meet the browns,everybody loves raymond,friends,shit even family guy!...lol)even our music grenres(hip hop predominitely black,country predominitely white)our channels(bet,telmundo,nbc cbs that won't show damn near any black people that's not on the news)....its everywhere...its forced on us and it has a brainwashing affect...so I'm not sure if I'm a racist or a realist or if my friend is a sellout or a ???...I don't know...you all tell me

Throw sumthin at me and I catch you later!

King

Tell Them That Its Human Nature...(Michael Jackson)

Well what's on my mind today...umm 1st evry 1 review my blog entry titled the pimp or the whore...I need more insight on that one...
But as of today...one thing that's been on my mind is stereotypes and double standards...now in no way shape or form do I mean to disrespect the women here..hell y'all all I got!...lmao...but I'm sayin that's what this blog is about and that's what my name is about...I'm Touchy so I'm gonna touch on some Touchy subjects,and I think the goal is to not always see eye 2 eye,ya mean
So let's start by saying these things here..men are dogs,we all the same,we all cheat,we can't keep our dick in our pants,we think wit our dicks,we use women for sex hince forth we are liars!...and etc...lol
Ladies....you are all gold diggers,u all cheat but are so called better at it,y'all always the victim,and whatever else things are shouted out during arguments...
Here we go!...now as a man I can only think as one...forgive me!
I'm so sick of hearing how we dudes are all the same...and quite frankly if we are all the same wouldnt a woman who feels this way just stay wit the same shitty ass man she's wit?...I mean why bother lookin for anyone better...ur busted ass lying excuse for a lover is in NO possible way better than the next...and speaking of that how did you get him cuz he's not the slightest bit better than ur ex!
Now I maybe takin this a little to literal but fuck it!...if you make a comment you should be able to back that up...right?...and if we all cheat tell me who is it were cheating wit?...statistically women prefer a commited relatiomship over men and if so that means more women have and take their relationships seriously and if that's true wouldn't 1 outta every 3 cheating men be cheating on a woman who's cheated b4 wit a woman who's having the cheatfest wit him?...
I could be wrong,but who could prove that,just like saying women are victims of poor sex or lack of emotional connection and found themselves up against a wall pushing them to cheat because they were lonely....lonely why,husband works late,kids always around,and whatever other components...these reasons apparantly leave you angels of earth no choice...but us guys...we cheat cause we can't help ourselves...we're never satisfied wit one woman...bullshit...some cases yea but its gotta be a little deeper than that...see I find it offensive...that all species mate,all have hormones,and all cheat...of course to them its not...its nature...and humans being such and intelligent species,we address the issue of multiple sex partners as foul and belittling...totally ignoring the whole part about human nature and instincts...lol...if sex is such a reward for men or if its the international language of humans,isn't it the oldest known human activity,isn't it practiced everywhere...if the world has 16 billion people walkin not all of them were born to married parents...shit I think if they were it would be only have as many...I'm sure some great people in history cheated or was born into 2 parents creepin around having an affair...we'l never know...but its an hell of a thought...explain why intimacy is so special or is it too disgusting that when we do it its hardcore porn but its educational when animals do it...oh and how come men can walk around and be televised topless but women can't?...woman are the most beautiful beings on this planet and they should be ashamed of their bodies?...hell no....we need to really work on evening these human rights out!....lmfao...well I'm sure a lot will disagree wit me if so comment with ur best opposition!....lol

The Pimp or The Whore

Ok.....we gotta use inside voices for this one here....don't want everybody to hear...lls.aight look I been bussin this lil chick down for quite some time now....since round october...ya mean!
She come thru scoop me,feed me nice,fuck me good,and most importantly she blow chips
On a nigga,I'm talkin bout 1500-2000 big ones! since october,payin my phone bill,buyin coats and jackets,jeans,lacing my kid up,takin me out and all sorts of other shit...now in return she gets.....
You guessed it!.....THE DICK!.....me bein the free agent that I am,I am eligable to pipe her down at will but now its just for the merchandise,don't get me wrong!...her body is right but at this point that's no longer important...I must be crazy if the ass ain't a factor no more...I WANT TO STOP.....HONESTLY.....but I don't kno how?...
I guess my question is how do I let her go and am I a whore or a Pimp?......